My First Blog

Well, where do I begin? I am 39 year old female who has been fighting and suffering from depression and anxiety for 14 years. It is a constant struggle every day to get up and try to be a "normal" human being. I have been through countless medications and either they do not work or I cannot handle the side effects. My family suffers as well through my "good" days and bad days. Who does depression hurt? Everyone. My family sees it, but to see me in public or at my job you would have no clue how I struggle inside. I get so tired of fighting what I call the demons in my brain. I want my brain to be normal. Is that too much to ask for?